Monday, September 29, 2014

Flashback..throwback

Assalamualaikum..

Dear God-Avenged Sevenfold


A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no...
Once again

There's nothing here for me, on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no...
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no...
Once again

Kadang Cik Ayu terfikir sendiri, kenapa baru sekarang..persoalan dan jawapan muncul pada waktu yang sama.
Tapi tape..insyallah Cik Ayu akan hadapi semua ni dengang hati terbuka. Lagipun..buat masa ni,,kami selesa dengan status sekarang. Tidak berharap dan tidak bagi harapan.

Tipu kalau ckp Cik Ayu tak berharap..ye Cik Ayu sama je dgn kaum Hawa diluar sana. Perlukan perlindungan, kasih sayang dan belaian kaum Adam. Tapi..mungkin akan ambil masa.

Terluka? Tak,,dah hilang da perasaan tu..sekarang lebih kepada berhati-hati. Bimbang terluka..dan berserah pada Takdir. itu yang sepatutnya kan..

Bila Cik Ayu imbas kembali..beberapa tahun lepas..saat yang mungkin Cik Ayu takkan lupe..banyak. Ya rindu jugak..tapi ta mampu na tafsirkan perasaan sekarang. Bercelaru. Berhati-hati. Bimbang. Macam2 lagi.

Kalau ditakdirkan kami bersama..adakah dia akan pergi lagii..mcm dulu? Dan kalau dia pergi..mampu lagi ke Cik Ayu hadapi smua tu..cukup dengan peristiwa lepas..Cik Ayu hampir 'hilang' memori 3 tahun bersama dia. Puas Cik Ayu recall..but still,,mind set da sruh lupakan time tuu..

Hmmph..apa langkah seterusnya..tunggu perancangan dari Allah swt..Dia lebih mengetahui segalanya..

Jom..layan lagu ni jap Karina - Slow Motion

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